• i’m losing my mind
• my heart is aching
• i can’t help but think something bad will happen
• i want everything to be over
• i’m just so fucking tired

people bitch about how they start to like a song then the radio gets a hold of it and plays it every ten minutes.
and i’m just over here like, “i listen to metal lolz”. 

rewind to two weeks ago, when we told jess that we might be getting a new puppy. and she’s all:
 

rewind three days ago, when we told her were “just babysitting” penny for a few days:

rewind to a few hours ago, when all day she was playing with penny and lovin her so much, and we tell her the truth that we’re most likely gonna keep her:
 
 

lump on the back of my head. fingers crossed for a second brain.

if this stupid skin condition ever spreads to my face i might shoot myself.

very frustrating indeed.

and i’m really tired of caring about people just to have them treat me like shit in return. my blessing/curse is my need to comfort other people when they need it, to talk them through their troubles. i can’t stand to see people i care for hurting. but when it comes to a problem i’m having, i’m told to shut up or i get “oh wow that sucks” and the subject gets changed. i mean, fuck.
that’s why i isolate myself. that’s why i never give away too much. the fact is, people don’t really care; they’re just curious. that’s why i’m fine is always my go-to answer, even when i’m screaming at the top of my lungs inside my own head. it’s getting rather loud.